LEAVING KYLEE

SO I NEED TO WRITE THIS. I AM TERRIFIED TO LEAVE KYLEE I HAVE LEFT HER WITH MY MOM FOR A WEEK BEFORE BUT I HAVE NEVER LEFT THE COUNTRY WHEN I DID. ITS ALWAYS BEEN SO CONVENIENT TO JUST CALL HER WHENEVER I WANTED TOO. BUT MOST OF ALL IM TERRIFIED THAT IM GOING TO GET STUCK IN MEXICO AND WHO KNOWS WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. OR SOMETHING HAPPENING TO ME AND MIKE WHAT WOULD KYLEE D. THAT IS MY BIGGEST FEAR THE SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME AND MIKE AND KYLEE IS LEFT ALL ALONE. WELL NOT REALLY SHE WOULD STILL HAVE HER FAMILY BUT NO PARENTS. I KNOW SHE WOULD BE TAKEN CARE OF BUT IT STILL TERRIFIES ME. SO MOM WEHN YOU READ THIS YOU KNOW IF SOMETHING HAPPENS YOU GET TO RAISE ANOTHER CHILD HAHA. ITS JUST PARANOIA BUT IT STILL IS SCARY TO LEAVE YOUR CHILD. SO THERE YOU GO EVERYONE NOW KNOWS MY BIGGEST FEAR.